tbd

I haven't been sleeping lately.  My body is tired, but my mind keeps thinking and my eyes stay open...like the pattern on the mattress above me is going to change miraculously. 

I keep assuming it's the fact that I haven't had enough "time to adjust" to home.  Well I've been home for two weeks now.  Maybe that's truly not enough time to re-clock my noggin, but I have a feeling it's something else. 

I wish I knew why--

Usually in this case something has been bothering me or tugging on my heart strings, but I can't put my finger on it.  One of those things where if I had the answer, I'd be sure to let you know.  And if you hear anything in the mean time, please, feel free to fill me in.

All I can do is ask for patience, understanding, and peace.  I guess it's safe to say that I'm being dealt with.  How or in what areas of my life exactly is still to be determined.  

Something's about to shake me, break me--

I need a wake up call.